And Still
There's a crunchy rustle as I stuff my poems into Pandora's box.
I know you're not supposed to mess with it- but I worry the energy in there- the spirit (if it is one) gets lonely.
It must be terribly bored after all this time.
I pass it poetry- my poetry- so that it knows me.
I'm not known to many people.
I've been a whisper in rooms—a stray glance on the street.
Others don't go looking for me- and yet, they find me all the time.
I keep Pandora company. Even immortals feel lonely.
Especially immortals.
When you stand outside time- you lose the weight of emotion.
You lose the depth of experience.
You are dead without dying.
You are damned without sinning.
It is heartbreaking- to hearts that are not allowed to beat.
So, I write my words on loose scraps of paper—the backs of receipts & used lottery tickets. I scribble short lines to elicit enough energy for a single charge. An artificial return to life held within fading ink.
I am the Stork and Reaper within a single stanza.
I am four seasons in one day.
I am still trying.